The book that changed my life. I believe that will be forever.
[Good morning, Holy Spirit] by Benny Hinn.
It's part of my SOT assignment. And this book's a group project.
Guess that makes it more enjoyable to read.
I realized that I can't read under pressure. Though I've been reading so much last year. And this year. But when it came to [A life of Victory] by Ulf Ekman, I had so much resistance in reading.
Didn't really enjoy reading it totally. Though I still learnt from that book, but the stress made is less enjoyable. :p

Reading Good Morning, Holy Spirit was entirely different. It was soooo enjoyable.. and life-changing. It was simply awesome. I wasn't motivated to read it till Vivien told me what it was about. It's Benny Hinn's life testimony. You can't imagine how real the Holy Spirit is to him. He is simply so awesome! I wanted what he experienced too. I wanted the Holy Spirit to be so close to me. I want to really know and understand the Holy Spirit, just as I would a friend. A good friend. A blink of an eye and you would know what the Holy Spirit is thinking about. It's not easy. And it doesn't happen just like that. You need time. You always need time to know a person. It's a process.
And I'm so excited to begin on this journey of re-discovering who He is. And to once again be reminded of His power, presence and majesty! He's simply too gentle to be grieved. And too soft to be hurt. I never want to hurt Him, or grieve Him. I can't afford to do that or bear that. My heart would break.

I consecrated my life to God at 12.00am 'last night'. (it was already 12am you see?)
I surrender my self wholly to Him. I wanted to do what He has purposed in my life. And I know life's never going to be the same again. I never want to let fear stop me from doing what I am supposed to.
It was very challenging and takes a lot of sacrifice. But i'm prepared.
What have I to lose now? I'm single, no worries, no baggage, nothing to tie me down from doing what I can.

If I don't fulfill my destiny from now on, when am I supposed to do it?
I'm still in the midst of reading that book. And I'm finishing. I'm already at the last chapter. And I started just yesterday. Saturday. Yes. It's a book to wonderful to behold and you can never put it down. It is awesome.

My encounter last night was awesome too. I've never experienced that in my quiet time. And I found true meaning in it. Quiet time will never be the same again!! I can't wait to experience it all over again. God is indeed awesome!

Father, I pray that Holy Spirit will be my Helper at all times.
Teaching me how to pray, what to pray, and lead me not into temptations.
Holy Spirit, I ask that you will help me not to grieve you all the days of my life..
Please continue to show Yourself real to me, and let Your power flow through me to impact and change lives of many people.
In Jesus' Name, Amen!

-RacheL- blogged @ 4/17/2005 07:20:00 PM