Yah... just as you thought everything in life is going well.. sorry.. it isnt't so...
There're bound to be things that happen just to spoil your every good mood.
How do we stay happy for long and always???
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ............................

Pissed?? Frustrated?? Angry??
I don't know... I don't know how to describe....

This is probably just L-I-F-E!!!

Urgh!!

How i wish ................ but yet on the other hand....
I really want..........................

Contradicting!! :(

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/26/2007 11:41:00 PM

Wah... what an exciting month.. to be living with minimum...
Can you imagine meeting up clients and having less than $10 in your wallet??
Yeah... i experienced that... and...can i say thank God for Credit cards?
Hahaha.. else I wont even be able to 'treat' my client to a decent lunch or coffee...
But I thank God.. that tough months hopefully can be over SOOOONNNN....
Still clearing what I've mis-managed.. and learning to be wiser...

Learnt something after offering to pay first for others..
The one who pays first.. usually ends up paying more...
Somehow.. don't know why... even when everyone supposedly have calculated their amount and returns you... it'll still be lesser than what you should actually get back...
Moral of the story: Don't offer to pay first...
But... used to it le leh... hahaha..
Solution: Next time if you go out with me.. make sure u don't short-change me can? heheh...

Yeah... been scrimping as much as i can lately.. not to spend unnecessarily...
Buying only what i really need.. eat only what i have to.. and diet when i don't have the means to... (yes.. diet.. not fasting... don't abuse the word...)

And yes... been fasting on some days too.. real fasting.. for breakthroughs... and for personal la...
Hahaha...

Mmm... made some improvements to my team.. happy about it.. hehe..
Now got more people involved... and free up some to do more important things.. hehe...
Everyone needs to rise up somehow... if everyone is doing the same thing.. or worse still.. not doing anything.. how to grow and rise up???

Ya loh... Mmmm... this week has been fantastic thus far....
It's been very very very tiring.. coz I've been meeting 3 persons on average per day.. running all over Singapore... Like today.. I was at NUS... then IMM.. then Orchard... back to office (Paya Lebar)... then to AMK for dinner.. then back home...
Can you imagine my Transport costs??

But with the cases closed.. its all worth it!!! Yeah!!!

If you happen to know of anyone that you can refer/introduce to me for business... do let me know!! :)

Hehehe.. I'm desperately in need of more money... and more business!! Hahaha...
And... yes... I'm helping myself by working very very very hard!!!

Heee....
Praise God for a good week!!
Efforts paid off... and its time to harvest!!!!!!!!!!! :)

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/25/2007 11:47:00 PM

Mmm.. been a long while since we went out as EG.. EG is becoming MG.. Monthly Gang..
Hahaha...
Lots of things to do.. to accomplish.. but.. but.. but...i need more moolah...
Plenty.. plenty...

Looking at my budget... and my bank account... I gotta really start scrimping on everything that i have... and i need to do...
Else... I'll never achieve my freedom... bleah...

And that means.. no more KTVs...no more good meals at restaurants.. no more SHOPPING!!... no more facials.. no more.... luxuries!!!

Argh.. Life will just be plain... BASIC NECESSITIES!!!

Probably... I gotta learn from OMC to leave on $1 a day.. but that's soooo impossible...
My transport around would already be.... $5/day... or more... sigh....
And I've still gotta entertain my clients.. prospects... Oh God!!!

HHEEELllllppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And... not helping me is ... 2 more weddings to go this weekend... I'm fainting all over...... Where to get moolah for Ang Pows???????????????????????

I need to rob a bank.... Hahahahhaha...
Trust me.. i will not... hahahhha....

But seriously... months of unwise-ness(if there's such a word) has lead me to this state... I'm been thrify le... but still..not enough.......

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................

God is my Provider.. in Him i shall trust..
Yes! And Amen!!!!

OH ya... months of important celebrations are also over now... yeah... i hope August will get better... will see the red getting less red... hurhurhur.....

Btw.... did a south park thingy (courtesy of Jie's blog) for Darling.. and he did one for me... hahaha....
For u to have a good laugh.....
Look like us ma??

A bit too round for Darling.. but no choice leh... the face all so round one... kekkee....
The flowers in his hand... for me... the flowers in my hand.. given by him!! hahaha....
I'm an Angel in his eyes... keke...
Saw a basketball?? He used to like to play and used to play a lot la... just to reminise (how to spell??) about old times.. hehe.. :)

Yeah... time to go for appt le..... byebye.....

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/17/2007 01:06:00 PM

You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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Hhaha.. okie... I'm behaving like my age group.. :)

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/12/2007 12:11:00 AM

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

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Hahaha... realised that mine revolved ard Yellowish leh... kekeke :)

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/11/2007 01:02:00 PM

Your Birthdate: June 7

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

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Mmmmm.... if this is true..... it is really soooo true......
Ask me if you really wanna know.. hahahaha....

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/10/2007 05:36:00 PM

You Aren't Cutthroat

You definitely have ambitions and drive, but you also have integrity. You'll get where you want to in life, and you'll do it the right way. For you, the ends never justify the means.

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yes... that's what life is all about!! Heheh...
Thank God... :)

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/10/2007 05:35:00 PM

You Should Drive a Black Car

You're the type of driver who's totally dominant and even a bit aggressive. You see the road as a "dog eat dog" world... and you're not about to get eaten! You like to drive a vehicle that conveys power. Big engine. Big price tag. You rule the road - and you like everyone to know it.

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Haha... I like this... Mmmm.. black is class!!
But difficult to maintain.. it gets dusty rather easily, u know?
Hehe.. But I wont mind.. if it's free!! Hahahhaha...

I wanna a car!!!!!!!!!!! but not now... unless its free!!!!!!!!!
WEeeeeoooooooeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/10/2007 05:32:00 PM

Your Sensitivity Score: 47%

As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people. You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad. But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

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Hmm... can't seem to really add in Titles lately... something wrong with my pc??

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/10/2007 05:28:00 PM

Hahaha... I can't believe it...

Looking at the past many posts... they're all quizzes...
And they all revolve ard the same topic.. bleah..
hahhaa.. nono.. I'm not love-sick nor love-crazy..

It just happened coincidentally k... hehee....

Yup.. Life's been pretty much stabled down... Much more routined...
With little surprises here and there.. :)
And I love them! :D

Yup... Today is 10th July....
How time flies... hehe.. :)

Human - complicated creatures...
Hard to comprehend.. and hard to break open...
Saddening to see people.. whom we try hard to encourage, to help, to disciple, to train.... to end up.. being rebellious, unthankful, arrogant, unappreciative....
Sigh.... What's happening? Why like that?? Why Why??
What are people striving hard for?
Position? Title? Rewards? or just plain blessing the people.. and serving God??
All these makes things soooo complicated...
Sigh..people can only be helped to the extent they allow others to help them...
We can be doing everything.. if no one appreciates.... we can't do anything about it too... If we take too much initiative, others said its uncalled for... if we dun take initiative, we are said to be indifferent or not willing to avail...

If we can't make it with valid reasons, we are said to be less availing....
What was availability mean?
Is our life revolving just ard Church and Ministry?
What is Cultural Mandate? How do we preach to the world, if we stay in and ard church all the time?
Neglecting big and important days in the lives of our best/close/good friends?
Every gathering will gather a response that says, " Sorry, I've got service/CG to attend.."

Of coz.... we are to put God first in our lives. Does attending a wedding and not attending service = not putting God first? How do you measure that?
What would Jesus have done? Would He be at the wedding or be at the synagogue if He was around today?

Well... Mummy scolded me for not attending a Grandmother's birthday recently...
She said.. " old people like to have crowds and family ard. you all should know your priorities.. Church.. you can attend every week... Birthday only once a year.. somemore.. its a 90th Birthday... doesnt show a good testimony not to be ard.. and the reason being.. "going to church"....."
What say you?

One of the 10 Commandments says "Honor your father and your mother..."

I guess its all about priorities... and that's why.. I've put my friend's weddings as important days lately.. its once in a lifetime celebration.. what will my absence say about me???

Mmmmm.... food for thought....

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/10/2007 12:01:00 AM

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

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Hehhee... I hope so! :D

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/09/2007 04:09:00 PM

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!

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Amen! Praise God for that! :D

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/09/2007 04:07:00 PM

Your EQ is 133

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/04/2007 12:39:00 AM

You Are 79% Ready for Marriage

You are almost ready for marriage, and you could be ready to be engaged. You're still figuring out the details of your ideal relationship!

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Hahaha...

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/04/2007 12:32:00 AM

You Are a Learning Cook

You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one. But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice.

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Hhahahha... okie... yeah.. maybe..
Can cook.. but dun cook everyday leh.. hehe.. :)

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/04/2007 12:30:00 AM

Your Relationship is Strong

You've built the foundation of a great relationship, and it would take a lot to shake it. Through good communication and respect, you have a true love that can last a lifetime.

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/04/2007 12:28:00 AM

You Are 65% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/04/2007 12:24:00 AM

Phew.. another week gone...
It's been such a long weekend...
Days passed by in seconds... I almost can't remember what happened in the last few days...

Duty was okay today.. Just that made a silly mistake.. hehee.. :)

Hahaha... finally got my present from my section...haha.. Its a pink shawl.. :P
Ooh.. Didnt mention that I received 2 belated birthday gifts last week too.. :)
A Stila Eyeshadow in warm colors from my beloved Jie... :) and
A multi-colored lip gloss palette... from a CG member.. err... but i dun really use it.. hehe.. :P

Cool... And finally July is here... and that marks the real end of my birthday month.. June is always a special month to me.. During school days.. June is the much awaited month coz its the sch hols!! :)
And it has always been so... a month that just seem soooo...relaxing... It's a holiday-ing month... hehehe... that reminds me... I wanna go HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!! :/
Too bad.. pocket doesnt allow me to.... Hmmm.... well well... Shall wait for a good opportunity to come!!!!! Yayy!! :D

Yup... July 2007... 4 weddings and a Birthday... Aiyo... Reminded me of last year.... 4 weddings and a funeral... hahaha... Mmmm... This year is different...and it has really been great thus far....

Coming 2 months... :)
Hehee.. Thanks for all the wonderful memories and fun! :)
How time flies.... Hmmm....

This is a random post.. coz... I'm just posting whatever comes to mind.. not thinking of anything in particular... and it has got no particular theme or title... hehe...

Just wondering also... that people come and go in your life...
There're people.. no matter how hard you strive or wish to get into their lives.. and you never will... regardless of what you do.. they just won't appreciate it... and will think contrary to what you are thinking... and will simply take what you do as something offensive or something they can't see eye to eye with....
Yah.. Have you met/come across such people???

And there're also people...where you don't have to do much.. and they would simply treat you like best friends.. any little thing that you do.. would be magnified and would seemed to be something real touching to that person...
Well.. i guess its all about chemistry.. Some people are just born to clique with one another while some... maybe.. 八字不合吧!
Hahaha... we'll just step on each other's toes... even when nothing was said or done... Well well well.. that's life..

I thank God... for the people whom He has placed in my life thus far...
Most appreciate me.. and loves to be my friend...
I'm sorry... if I've offended you in any way..
And if you think I'm not worthy to be your friend... so be it...
Too bad so sad... I didn't do anything wrong against you...
If there's something you don't like about me.. tell me..
I can change if it's necessary.. or.. just accept me for who i am..
I guess if all the others can accept my weakness..why can't you and why must you pick on me?? Maybe the problem is not with me...

I am who I am... I'm not perfect...but I'm not using it as an excuse...
I'm changing to be better everyday.. and I want to make a difference everyday..
Thank You Lord, for making me, me!

-RacheL- blogged @ 7/01/2007 10:59:00 PM