Woman are complicated creatures.. and maybe they are... When a woman say yes/no... does she really mean yes/no?? Not all the time...
Sometimes... a reply is given... just so as to test/see your true intentions... I may know kind of action my reply will trigger... and sometimes... i may just give the opposite.. so as to see... if you are sincere/serious about what you want to do... Why do we behave like that???
Maybe... insecurity?? doubtful???
I don't know....
Got to know a sad news today... And I'm really feeling so sad about it... Sigh..... Can I do something about it??? Can i salvage it?? Can i make a difference??? Can I??
Maybe I can.. Maybe I should try.... God.. give me wisdom and boldness to step out... and make a difference... If things doesn't happen the way it should... at least i did my best....
Sad to see you go.... Really sad..... Why why why????
Awww... it has really been a long long while since i last catch a glimpse of my beloved SL!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the good news is that she's coming back tmr!!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!! :)
I'm sure she had a good time honeymooning.. hehehe.. I miss talking to her.. i definitely miss her emails!!!!!!!!!
Urgh... not to mention... i've not been getting many of the emails i should be getting.. from people i should be receiving from.... Haiz... its okie.... :/
Yup... anyway.. this post is dedicated to Huiming!! I love you!!! Faster come back!!!!!!!!!! hehehhee... :)
Hahah.. okie.. enough of chinese.. Mmm... I love to eat Dumplings!!! Yummy!!! I miss my grandma's dumplings... most fillings and meat!!! Super nice one... sigh... many years no eat le... and I'll never get to eat her dumplings anymore.. Still remember during JC days.. I would tell her i wanna eat dumplings and she'll specially make some for me.. EXTRA meat one.. hahahha.... And I'll bring them to school for my classmates to eat during recess time.. haha.. nice hor?? Should have bring to school and sell them... would have make big money.. waahhahahaha.. me siao liaoz.... keke.. :P
Anyway.. ya loh.. I brought to school for those 2 JC years... My classmates also ask me for it lo... hahaa.. how nice.. Now can only eat those buy from outside one.. no EXTRA meat... alot og MSG.. EEeekkk...
Anyway.. ya... going for BS later... Mmm.. yup... :)
Gosh... This is the worst day I've spent in the last 31 days.... Morning seemed soo long... Afternoon seemed soo long... and even the evening spent with my close friends seemed soooo long..... Oh no.... 1 day down... 2 more days.... God.. this is killing me..
Never knew.. it could be so unbearable....But i know... I'm not the only one... Poor us!!
I'm alone.. but I'm not lonely.... But my mind is busy.........
My primary love language is probably Quality Time with a secondary love language being Acts of Service.
Complete set of results
Quality Time:
11
Acts of Service:
8
Receiving Gifts:
5
Words of Affirmation:
4
Physical Touch:
2
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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.
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Mmm... i edited it again.. did the quiz again.. and... well..there's a slight change.. though my Primary and Secondary Love language didnt change.. :) I guess love languages changes all the time.. maybe not the pri and sec ones.. but the other 3 changes... with time.. with experience.. with situations.. hehe... Yup... :)
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome With a softer side that only you can draw out
__________________________________ Hahahaa... I'm not too sure what this means.... I'm not a lacy person though.... hahahhahahahaa...... Hope this is acceptable for the weak heart... hahahah...
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!
A natural performer, your destiny lies in writing, speaking, acting, or teaching. Imaginative and unique, you have a natural creative talent in the arts. You're also a natural salesperson. You can easily sell your ideas and yourself.
A total optimist, you are enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly and social - and people are taken by your charm. Your role in life is to inspire, motivate, and raise others' spirits.
At times, you can seem a bit superficial. Sometimes you're a bit unfocused and too easygoing. You're best off when you don't dwell on trivial matters, especially gossip.
Wah... is this super accurate or what?? I merely typed in my name?? hahaha.. And I think its soooo true!! Hahahah... Can't believe it!! Heee.. :)
I checked out Darling's... Here it is...
Your Expression Number is 5
A total multi-tasker, you have a wide variety of talents. You're very versatile and able to change at a drop of a hat. A free spirit, you crave change and adventure.
Clever and quick witted, you can convince anyone of anything. You can do anything you desire... though this sometimes gets you in trouble! Very popular, you're always thinking up new ways to entertain and amuse your friends.
Your restless and impatient attitude means you don't stay with projects for long. You tend to be erratic and scattered - it's hard for you to focus. You often find yourself in a state of flux with constantly changing interests.
Hahah... today's already 11th June... How time flies.... Had a FANTASTIC Birthday celebration this year.. Wow... Really had plenty of surprises... though some were somewhat expected.... I roughly know what's coming.. just dunno when.. hehehe.... Nice nice... :) How can i not rem a week that's so special???
Let's start from the night of 6th June... Darling booked out.. so we met for Ice Cream at Swensens... :) Sent me back... and I was doing forecast... can you imagine?? Coz there were some urgent forecasts to be made and changed.. Duhz!! And... some kind soul gotta start calling me 30min before my Big Day till 12:05am! Urgh!!! Didnt get to 'countdown' at all!! Duhz... :S Hahha... next... some fun-loving people were banging on my window at 00:00hrs.. Hahaha.. There I was... on the line with some kind soul... and rushing out to open the door, with darling standing behind me and.. I had a cake in front of me... 4 nice darlings singing song for me...and all the while, i was still holding onto my hp... then another line came in.. another nice darling called to wish me.. and apologize for not being there..... then... the 1st hung up... another fellow TL called to wish me... and the other darling still waiting on the line.... then finally.. the little darlings stepped into my house, under the instruction of my Darling.. Hhaha.. I was lost man... so many things happening at the same time.. i didnt even know what to do next.. hahah... I did expect them to do something like that.. just that not so sure if it'll happen.. keke.. :)
So they stayed till 1plus.. and left.. Some photos to rem that special nite... :) 7th June - The Day! Woke up and was looking through the photos and movies taken the nite before... And guess what?? Saw some movies I was not supposed to see.. hahha.. They were recording part of my Birthday celebration plans and I saw the most impt part, which I was not supposed to see!! Hahhahaha.. :P So.. halfway through, I decided to close the video.. as I still want to be surprised lo.. Don't want to know everything.. how sad.. all their efforts will go down the drain.. hehe.. :)
So I left for Office... and Shanice was keeping me from going for lunch!! Coz Dave and Liyun weren't back from appts.. haha... So.. i went for lunch.. and came back... they got me a BIG cake!! Usually, we'll just get a small slice.. but they got a BIG one for me!! Woah.. Hehe.. so touched.. :)
Then.. i was informed that Dad is hospitalised.. oh no... So I left for SGH at 4plus.. got some bread for him... And followed him to his ward... then mum came... and since dad looks quite okay...i left.. Eh... got birthday celebration leh... Bleah... So i make my way to New York New York at City Link.. Nice place!! nice food tooo! Probably so much so, when you have nice people ard!! :D
So.. there were about 8 people when I reached... nobody supposed to be there already... So we were chatting... Eng passed me 2 little cute piggies... that has a voice recording function... Apparently.. Darling had met up with eng and james earlier to do some recording.. hahaha... And.. after i listened to the piggies.. Someone tapped me on my shoulder from the back! I turned..saw the white sleeve and I know its HIM!!! Hahaha... That was a nice surprise... though I sort of guess that he probably would be coming... Just dunno what time.. hehehe.. He supposed to sing me a song.. but too bad... someone came at that time too.. ahha.. (no worries.. I'm not blaming you... :)) So.. the momentum and atmosphere was gone.. and no song was sung.. hehe..
So we had a nice meal at NYNY... Please.. make reservations in future if you wanna eat there.. it was sooooooo packed loh... aiyo!! Can't believe it man... I see people standing there for like 20minutes...when i was happily sitting there and enjoying my food!! Hee.. :) So... after the piggies, I was given a BIG box from EG+Jia+Jul... It's a Guitar Stand! Cool!! Been wanting one for a long long time!! Hee.. After we finished eating... there was a part II gift from Team E.. How sweet! :) It's my much wanted Ear Piece for walkie talkie that we used when we serve... :) Nice nice! :D
After dinner, we went for Ice Cream at Ben & Jerrys.. And then Darling sent me home and went back to camp.... So.. a nice night.... Hahha.. one of the rarest time that all i want for Birthday is fulfilled.. hehe.. :) Thanks to all! :D
Photo to summarize what took place.. :)
8th June - Post Birthday... Took out all my presents received this year and laid them out for a nice shot.. hehe.. Nice big card from my team.. and a ear piece and mascara! Hahha... I knew it would not just be a mascara.. hahah... I have faith in them.. true enough... A nice ear piece too... hehe.. :) Oh..the small card is from EG+Jia+Jul.. :)
9th June - Sat Support Went for support in the morning... Darling went for his IPPT.... So.. after support.. i left to meet up with Darling to visit Daddy in Hospital... Just as we reached Outram MRT.. Mummy called and said Daddy can be discharged... >.<" So we took the train back to Tampines again... Had lunch at Pizza Hut.. haha.. and then back to service.... Nothing much... :)
10th June - A special day to remember It's been a month! :D Supposed to meet Darling for breakfast at Tampines... but he got up sooo early...that i just suggested him to come Yishun meet me loh.. since i got a Guitar to carry.. Coz gotta help CGL play for make up CG at Bedok after svc... almost disrupted our plans for the evening.. but ok la.. still serving God.. hehe...
So... supposed to meet at Northpoint.. but due to some delay here and there.. Darling reached my doorstep at 8am, before I was even ready.. hahaha.. So we went down for breakfast at Mac'Donalds.. He insisted that i took the seat that was facing the wall.. well.. not much of a preference.. so I sat where he wanted me to... After we finished our meal...he was signaling something to the crew... Within seconds, a bouquet of roses appeared in front of me!! WAHhhhhhhh.... hahaha.. it was a sweet surprise!! I thought he's going to get me something when he suggested meeting at Northpoint... then at the void deck.. not coming up etc... but when he came empty handed...I was a little disappointed though.. haha... but i was thinking.. nvm... its okie.... Never thought that he'll roped in Mac crews to help out.. Steady! Hahaha... Yup.. so together with mum.. we took cab to Expo Hall 1.. So malu with a big bouquet walking in.. urgh.. I don't like it leh... So paiseh.. hehehe... I shy one u know?? Yeah loh...
After service.. went to play for make up CG... ended real early.. we were on our way back to Expo at about 245pm... Reached expo... found another kind soul to help me keep my guitar... ehh.. dont expect me to go round with that big guitar rite?? hahah... Yeah.. and we took a bus to town.... Didnt really know where we were supposed to go... just let Darling plan. Don't want to know.. and don't want to plan also.. He's supposed to give me surprise ma... hehe.. Yup.. we took a little walk around Esplanade... and took some photos... hehe... Here's some for your pleasure.. :)
Yup.. at about 6pm, I was hungry le... so i asked if we could have dinner earlier??hehe... Yeah... so we made our way to Marina Square... to this nice Japanese Restaurant.. Waraku or something like that.. :) Woohoo... it's a nice meal.. Really fresh and nice... But.. the price also rather nice.. of coz compared to Sakae Sushi... it's a big diff.. but for a restaurant.. i think it's rather nice.. hehe.. :) Thanks Darling!! :D
At the end of the dinner.... he dish out another surprise... hahaha... I saw the wrapped up present at the end of svc earlier.. but he claimed it was to be passed to someone from another someone... ookkaayy.. not very convincing... but well... since when he'll want to put someone's present in my bag?? hahhaha... Since he insist..then okay loh... I was thinking.. it might be mine anyway.. don't be too selfish.. hahah... True enough.. it was for me... actually halfway through.. i was thinking.. what could be inside that box?? And know what?? There was just this immediate response.. probably from the HS... That watch loh... I was like... OH!!??!! And... never doubt what the HS prompts u.. hahaha... It is THAT watch!! Hahahhaa... MMmm.. guys... next time must pray that HS wont give you away first... hehehe... :P Thanks Darling... Really appreciate all that you've done the past month... :) More to say.. shall leave it just for his eyes and ears... not here... for the world to see.. hahahah..
Shall leave you with more photos.. :) That's all for today... :)
I'm happy.. and I'm sad now.. Coz.. I wont get to see him the next 4 days!! Well... again... serving the Nation is more important... hehehe.... :) His presents shall keep me company... And of coz... I have the HS with me.. I may be alone.. but not lonely.. :)
Hahaha.. 12am has come.. and has passed... and I'm one year older!! Hahaha... a pleasant surprise i had... Somewhat expected... but yet... dunno what'll really happen... Darling also good at keeping mum la... i tot nothing'll happen le... hahha..
Yes!! For the 1st time in 25 years... someone banged on my window on my Birthday!!! Hahahah... And oh yah.. thanks to Jia loh... called me sooooooo many times 10 minutes before my birthday and asked me this and that....... At 11:59pm, she called again.... (i was talking to darling la... can't even talk in peace! Haiz...) The conversation went... Me: can you just let me celebrate my birthday in peace?? Jia: *silence* *stunned* Me: Okay... what's up?? (You know.. she's been calling me since 11plus.. asking me about this usher.. that usher..this forcast..that forecast... faint loh...)
Jia: (she said something.. but i forgot what le...)
Then....
*bang bang bang* on my window... I opened... it was nobody.... i close... it was banged again.. This time... I saw Soo Eng... and my favourite Chocolate Banana Cake from Secret Recipe!! hahahaha....
So i went out.. Van called... then Jia wished me Happy Birthday and said so funny.. she was thinking how to call me and wish me at the 1st moment without me knowing and yet i asked if she can let me celebrate my birthday in peace... hahaha. ya la... Next time... dun call me 15minutes before and after my birthday to talk about work can??? Haiyoh... spare me... the agony in that 30minutes can?? hahaha....
So... after Jia hung up... Jul called... hahhaa... so funny... but i was a bit lost.. too many things happening at the same time.... in front of me... many people... on the line.. 2 other people.. hahah... I almost dunno what to do... hahahah...
So... switched between both lines for a while.. then the rest came in.... There were... Soo Eng, XY, Jay, YQ, and Darling.. Nat came abt 15-30minutes later... haha..
Thanks darlings... :) You've made my birthday a surprised one.. heheh.. :) They left at about 130am... YQ was driving ma.. so could drop them all somewhere.... Darling left slightly after them.. to go back camp.... :'(
Mmmm.... more things coming up tonite... hehehe.. I wonder what... hehehe.. :)
Oh ya!! They saboed me!! Push my face into the cake! Hmph! :( Hopefully tonite will be fun.. i know it'll be.. But too bad.. Darling can't book out tonite.... Sob sob.. :'(
Yup.. going to office now le... Looking forward to tonite!!
oh well.. i guess someone important is not going to wish me this year le.. too disappointed with me i guess... sigh.....
Oh.. this is something YQ, Yan & Jay got for us... :) Nice nice rite??? I got something for us too... hehe.. :)
Hahah.. counting down... so excited... This year's especially excited.. hahahahha.... It's only birthday, some may say... cannot ah???
I excited about my birthday, you have a problem? hahaha... Everyone has an important day in their life that they are excited about... I've got no wedding day to be excited about... so.. birthday loh... hehhe.. :)
Going JB in a while's time... gonna stock up on basic necessities... and then have a good seafood dinner... (fav!!) and will try to be back early. Hopefully.. there wont be any jam... I wana be back by 9pm if possible... dangerous to be out there too late man.. hehe..
We've just one man to take care of us.. hahaha.... yeah... looking forward to a great time! :D
Looking through my photo album.. one can't help but notice that I celebrate my birthdays almost EVERY year... it's the most important day of every year... or at least for now... to me.. :)
It's a very special day to me.. and i always look forward to this day.. Some people dread their birthdays... some don't even bother to celebrate... To me... maybe i don't care even when i'm 50 years old... and still happy and proud to be celebrating it! :D
Hehehe... :)
This year gonna be a little special... though you won't be ard with me... coz... serving the nation is still the utmost priority... what to do... we're Singaporeans!! hehee.... :) Yup... but.. there'll still be a slight difference.. hehe...
EG's getting something planned i think.. details.. i not sure... but i sure look forward to something... really cool!! Hahhaa... Mmmm.. should i not have any expectation?? then i wont get any disappointments.. hahahah...
But how can i have such little faith in my Darling and darlings? Hahahhaa.. *hint hint*
Well... I've never had anyone knock on my door at 12am for the past 25 years... I wonder if it'll happen this year... hahhaha.... :P
Phew.. finally.. after a long long week.. i can get to sleep till 1pm!! Gosh.. I can't rem when was the last time i sleep till 1pm man.. at least not in the past 1 month. Hahhaha...
4th June 2007.. Today marks many important occasion. :) 1. Eric's Birthday 2. Huiming's Wedding Dinner 3. Darling Book-in for Reservist 4. For me to know..
Hahahaha... Time flies... It's been a month since that heart-thumping night.. wahahhaa... And.. a long while since i slept in late.. hehe.... So many things have happened in the past few weeks... happy ones, unhappy ones, exciting ones, and frustrating ones... Woo hoo... Emerge has come and go... what's left behind are excited hearts ready to serve God in a greater manner. And thank God for speaking a word to us.. :)
Oh ya.. my beloved darlings gave me a card for my Birthday yesterday. Heheh.. so nice... They gave me my wanted Mascara too!! hahahaha... Thanks dearies.. :) I'm so proud of all of you, having made a difference. The little notes that they've written really meant a lot to me.. Words of appreciation means a lot. I'm glad... I made a difference in their lives. Challenging, inspiring them to grow and be more committed...
Oh.. i had my 2nd Team E meeting last Monday too. Cool.. Attendance 9/10. Qi Hao couldn't make it coz he had high fever. Gosh.. He's been on it on and off.. Hope he's really okay.. :S But was glad that I got to talk to them again.. Celebrated Feri's birthday as well.. And I had a little surprise too.. kekeke.. :P
Yup.. here's some shots... :)
Huiming's Matrimony
Emerge Finale Night Whose hands are those? hahaha...
A closer look at my 1st Birthday card for 2007! :)
10th June - A special day to remember 
Yup.. at about 6pm, I was hungry le... so i asked if we could have dinner earlier??hehe...
That's all for today... :)
I got something for us too... hehe.. :)
Whose hands are those? hahaha...
A closer look at my 1st Birthday card for 2007! :)