Yea... was feeling down down down earlier... but after a 100min prayer with my CG member, everything seemed brighter and better.
CGL going for 3 weeks reservist.. so... we need to be more united and focused.
Paired us up to pray every week for an hour for the needs of the CG and the friends.

Wednesday was our turn to pray. Sum called at 1015pm. We prayed for 100minutes.
We were still thinking.. are we to pray an hour?? I said.. we just finish the list and pray as we are led to loh.... by the time we finished the 10th person... it was 100 minutes le. Woah.. we were loso or wat? ahhaa.. no la.. it was the Holy Spirit. hehe...

Felt my burden lifted off. It didnt felt that heavy anymore. As we lift up others, God'll lift us up. Yah.. so true... within minutes, God is able to turn things around..
Actually, it didnt all seemed THAT BAD. It was just me.. ranting away... being nonsensical and babbling without thinking.

Actually.. maybe I was just having my mood-swing. As we dwell on it, negative thoughts would just come by and make everything seemed bad and exaggerated.. Haha.. Mmmm.. not that bad. I still can do it..

I just needed a renewing of mind. I know what I'm doing it for.
It's for a greater purpose. And I need to find back my passion.
Find where I dropped it. Picked it up and move on.

Yes I need to.
I think I've neglected my CG too much.
Too much for comfort. And I let the devil have a stronghold on me.
I need to cast it out and aside. I need to do something about it.

It's all not that serious. Just need to balance.
Yes. Balance is the key.
Strike a balance in all things and it'll all be fine.
I don't wanna give up what I've done, just need to plan and give more time to where it is required.
Yeah.. Holy Spirit will guide me and help me. And it'll all be fine.
Walking with God is never easy, but it'll always turn out fine.
God knows what is best for me. Always.
I just need to be sensitive to His leading.

Yeah.. Praise the Lord.. that You're always with me.
Be it good times or bad times, I thank You, God, for never forsaking me..

Had planned with E2 and EAIC for Sunday. I think it'll all turn out fine.
Just need to pray for super clear ears and for God to filter away all the unwanted noise, help me to be able to hear what is being said. God, please transmit all the sound to me in a clear way. Let me be fast to react and be quick to respond. Help me to be alert and proactive. Being able to anticipate what's going to happen and be able to prepare beforehand. Yea....

God is Good. He never forsakes. Amen.

-RacheL- blogged @ 11/16/2006 02:28:00 AM